We in the Harry Potter Wizarding World are still devistated by the news that reached us tuesday morning. Charlie Potter was dead!
Everything stopt, no more roleplays, no more photo's. Life in our world had come to a halt as the news spread like wildfire in our community. Over 5000 people held their breath and turned on mass to the chats to get confirmation of me if what they heard was true. I had to sday yes it i really true so many times.
We talked every day for hours, only when he was in the hospital it was less because he would always be so tired.
Never will I hear him say,"Morning Grand" again, I just can't grasp it....
I had this connection with him, even I can't explain, he could go on about music Evenesence and Eminem with me mostly because he knew I liked them to. And he got me hooked on Supernatural..... But also we could talk hours and hours about helping people and how we could do that inside the Harry Potter world.
And who is we you might ask.... We is the Potter family that grew over the last 2 years.
Harry Potter = Chris Rhyner
James Potter = Larry Ray Mcghee Jr.
Albus Potter = Connor Shear
Lily Potter = Annabel Pigley
Jackson Potter = Jackson John Jeffrey Weihsmann
Sam Potter - Samantha Owen
Jodi Potter = Jodi Wright
Jacksons daughter Jazzy Potter = Jasmine Boyd
Lilly's daughters = Rhi Potter = Rhianion Mason
Alicia Potter = Zoe Lander
Lily's son Charlie Potter = Charles Shaw
And me Ginny Potter = Tine van de Beek and he called me grand.
Then we have a few outside the family but just as important to him:
Jordy Cornelissen = Nyx Slytherin
Thomas Hillman = himself
Tyler Jordan = himself
Katrina Alleyn = herself
This is the last time we will see all of our names together and we will keep him an honorary member of the three broomsticks. the chat we use as our family chat.
Charlie Thomas and Jordy handled securety on the pages and kept an eye on me, for I'm not as stong minded as those 3 could be and i needed there protection in that time due to my own problems. We were 5 in headstaff, now we are only 4.
This Family is in morning just as you all are but unfortunatly most of us live in Europe and can't come to the funeral. But in spirit we will be there, with you all.
May God guide you through this valley of sorrow, knowing he finaly got his wish, No more pain!
On a more personal note, I'm just so glad that on sundaynight I told him I loved him before I said goodnight. Not that he didn't know that, but for myself I'm glad now.
I tried to get in touch throughout Monday, not knowing he wasnt there anymore,
What has happened is never spoken
Everything around me has been broken
When will the ground break?
Where is the open gate?
All are withering
Hearts are shriveling.
This world has grown cold
There's only one left who can hold.
One day we will actualy meet
And you will be there to greet
No more virtual *hugs*
God will reunite us!
My boys life has been very rough
And now I know what becomes of this world,
Without his love.
I'm missing you Charlie....
I'm sending you my love for the very last time and my last virtual *Hug*
Because next time I expect a real one hunny. I love you.....