I love you John. Your soul, your heart, your strength, YOU, you’ve always been such an inspiration to me growing up & growing older. You made me want to be strong. Whether that’s climbing, cliff jumping, learning guitar, really stepping out of my comfort zone in any way. You handed out metaphorical permission slips to everyone to fall, fly, fail, grow & to be themselves. It was to you that I looked to for courage in paving my own path. Seeing you literally spin on your head with cardboard to practice for all the breakdancing at dances, defying gravity. Or joining you Ken & Jared for workouts in the garage. Running full speed down the hill to slide in the mud with you in a rain storm. Rope swinging all together at the swatty, it all amazed me. YOU amaze me. Your unapologetic, compassionate spirit shaped me into who I am today. Us being 10 years apart left some gaps in life where we didn’t hear much from eachother, but that never stopped the love & friendship. The unspoken bond of acceptance for who I am even as we both grew & changed, which is such a profound gift to receive from a big brother, thank you. I’ll never forget the leather bracelet you gave me with the Jimmy Hendrix quote “when the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace” just sitting there reading it over & over in awe at its truth. I think of you when the sun hits my skin in the morning, I feel you in my laugh, I carry you in every step I take with my half webbed toes. (which aren’t nearly as cool as yours) You were a hero to so many, in so many ways. There’s too much to say & even if I said it all it wouldn’t be enough because words don’t really do justice to or truly capture how wonderful you are. To my fearless, talented, incredible, strong willed, brilliant, silly, loving, biggest brother, thank you for being my brother, for being you. Thank you for gracing this world with your heart & for seeing others so deeply. You’re the strongest person I know, serving, hard working, all in on what ever it was you were doing, I feel so honored to call you my big brother. My heart, and I’m sure every heart you touched in life is aching at the sudden impact the absence of you has left.
I love you John, John Boy, Johnny P, so much! 💪🏽
Love Rivka, Beck, Becky, little sis 💙